Lisa's parents and neice, Lauren & her husband Tim when we said "good bye"
Mille, too (mom's beloved dog...ha ha...she's my dad's hunting dog)
We arrived home Thursday around 11:30 p.m. with no delays. Matt picked us up from the airport and deposited us in our quiet home with a table piled with mail, refrigerator and cupboards empty and reality hit. I can't say I was in a good mood...I am learning to be thankful in all things, however I was struggling with being thankful to be home. Yes, I was very thankful for the time away, precious memories made, family, beautiful weather, enjoying God's creation and the safety of a great trip...but, thankful for piles of bills, rain, and doctor's appointments? I'm still working on that. Friday filled up quickly with sleeping in, going through the mail, paying bills, unpacking, Tom's MRI and going to the grocery store. Many people have called or texted wanting information regarding Tom's MRI. We were initially going to meet with the radiologist following the MRI, however the radiologist called while we were still in Florida and postponed the appointment until July 18th. We do meet with the oncologist on Monday, July 11 and we know that he will have received the report from the MRI so we are trusting we will get some good results then.Tom and I enjoyed lunch on the patio today and we had a hard conversation. He says he just doesn't feel "normal". I truly believe that the anti-seizure medication is making him feel this way. He was doing so well and really not requiring as much sleep/rest and since being back on the medication he seems like he's needing more rest and tires more easily. We are both so thankful his appetite is back and he has put on some much needed pounds! We continue to walk trusting God and knowing He is in control and has our best interest mind. Tom's hearts desire is to be back at work this next week. He said he's not sure if they want him back if he's not "full" capacity and I assured him that they did. Even Tom's less than "full" capacity is way beyond my slightest capacity! I know he can do some work, but with the difficulty of reading and his fatigue level, we will just have to take one day at a time.
We are so thankful to and for Kevin, Ulrike & Abby Brennan for keeping Addy for us while we were gone for such a long time. I am upset with myself again for forgetting to get the camera out to take their picture when they dilevered Addy back to us. They are such treasured friends who not only love us, but our dog too! Addy loves going to their "farm" in the country and being the pampered indoor pet at their palace! We so appreciate not only their keeping and loving her while we're away, but also picking her up and bringing her back to us!!
Addy (R) meets Opie Homoelle (L) who Matt is dog sitting for!
2 comments:
Please tell Tom that we DO want him back! Yes, yes, yes! :) It will be so nice to have him in the office for whatever time he is able to handle. We have greatly missed him, his leadership and his friendship. :) Praying for good MRI results. Our love to you both.
Oh Tom; you are such a silly!!! How could you ever think we wouldn't want you back, in whatever capacity you have? Remember, God is the One who determines what our capacity really is. Think of it this way; you supported Rosa and me when we were going through treatments and not at our best, physically. God enabled us to do what He placed before us; no more, no less. He will do the same for you, and when there are times for you, as there are for all of us, when others have to step in and help, you'll be allowing God to use us to minister to you.
When you're ready, call me, and I'll show you the reading software that I use. I think it will help you a lot as you work back to full capacity, whatever God decides that is. Remember; He's in control, and it is at times like these that we see His love, Grace, and pwer, as we trust completely in Him.
I prayed all day today, knowing you had your oncology appointment. Dr. Kuebler is one of the best.
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